Kmtrules93's Journals

It's been a long time

I have not been on here in forever!

Since the last time I was on here life has gotten pretty chaotic. High school kicks my ass, but then again I kick right back. The summer of 2009 was amazing thanks to a boy who I haven't seen in forever, but miss terribly. Soccer takes up a big chunk of my life lately.

Since the last tome i talked to a lot of you I've seen Nickleback, Seether, Saving Able, My Chemical Romance, Billy Talent, Atreyu (twice), Avenged Sevenfold, Blessthefall, Bullet for My Valentine, Hollywood Undead, Escape the Fate, and The Sleeping. Concerts are amazing and crazy. I love it when i got with my friends. Those are the best times. Except for when a 32 year old creeper tries to pretty much molest me. That is some weird shit right there.

I've learned that people are stupid, some aren't worth my time, I can trust a few people anymore, and life is pretty unpredictable, but amazing.

NOw I think I need to start talking to people on here again. OR you can find my on facebook (Kendall Tiller) Just tell me if your from buzznet so I don't wonder who you are or myspace (if you still use it). JUst try lookin up my name there too or this: http://www.myspace.com/kendallmarie93

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Time is short. Truth is pointless. Life is hell. I look into your eyes and I see pain and suffering. Bloody fingures and broken bones. Tearstained faces and broken hearts. We speak, but are not heard. the world is against us is all you seem to say. Your hair in your face and tears spill from your eyes. I tell you it's us against the world. In my mind I know you are right. I lie just to give you a small spark of hope. I lay awake at night and watch you sleep. A smile on your face. Remembering happier days. I look at the stars and try to fall asleep. Nightmares haunt me. I wake up and you're right there. You're holding me tightly. I look up and see your eyes and I know that everything will be alright. The sun slowly rises. A kiss on the head and a small smile. You say something under your breath, but I don't hear. I ask you and you say nothing. I ask you why you smiled in your sleep. You said because I had a dream. What was it about I ask.You look up and say it was about the person I love. An awkward silence. Silence I break and ask who do you love. You sit there with your hair in your deep green eyes saying nothing. Waiting for your answer is killing me. It seems as if years go by before you finally say something. The person I love is you. I look up shocked and I don't knoow what to say. I love you too. You smile and I can tell it wasn't a fake smile. The suffering is gone from your eyes. My Nightmares have stopped. What more can I ask for when I have You?

What do you think? I wrote that myself. Came together after awhile.

Another day, Another concert

Another MCR concert. This time i wasn't in the pit, but i wanted to be. Well Rise Against opened for them. I sang every song except for 2. The words that Tim McIlrath said are stuck in my head

"We are all here for some reason. The reason most of us are here is because we don't fit in anywhere else. Here we feel like we belong." Then they sang Prayer of a Refugee.

After waiting for forever. People on the side (me included) saw the guys come out. Then Gerard was rolled out on a hospital bed. Then the curtain went back and the place exploded. The funniest thing he said were:

"Chicago. Our home away from home."

"We were in Detroit. So far they are the best, but I think you guys can beat em."

"White t-shirt. My favorite."

"People say we are emo or a death cult. 1 we are not emo. 2 we are not a death cult. We are here and tell you be yourself and don't take anyones shit."

Then they finished performing The Black Parade, they curtain shut, but the ligths stayed off. They weren't done. Then they came bqack out and sang some songs from Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge. Some one threw bunny ears. Gerard said, "I won't wear these, but Frank will for a second and nothing more." Then they performed I'm Not Okay ( I Promise) the bunny ears flew off. He picked them up and bounced them off his head. Gerard put on a pink feather boa that was thrown on stage.

That was so much fun. Everyone was laughing and cheering.

MCR concert

Okay on Friday the 15 of December I went to an My Chemical Romance concert. It took like 4 hours to get there because of traffic. When we got there at 6:30 P.M. my mom took a half hour nap. So we went in at 7:05 P.M. Bought me 2 new shirts and went upstairs. When we gopt up there The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus were performing. So we were in the back when it started. My mom pushed me into the crowd more. Then Rise Against came on. They played a few songs and told us how they were happy to be home. Then they played a few more songs. My favorite was Standing on the Rooftop. Then tehy went off stage. All I heard was talkign people. Then my mom pushed me where the mosh pit was. I was crammed up against like 5 other people. Then A black banner sayign The Black Parade on it was put up. It went all the way to the floor. So everyone stood there for a few more minute. Then teh dj played Green Day and everyone in teh audience knew the words. Not long after that teh lights dimmed and The End started playing everyone sang along with it. When the guitar came in the banner fell and the place exploded. When The End was done they went straight into Dead. I was getting pushed to the point of no air in my lungs, but was somehow able to scream. Then my mom pulled me out of teh mosh pit against my wishes and went to the back. I singing every word. The start of one song Gerard was like "Do you guys ever notice that when i get on stage that i get a pottymouth." Everyone was like Yeah. I was laughing. Then later on he said "Chicago, Merry Fucking Christmas" tehn went ot teh next song. Before Teenagers started he said that "this song is about the most dangerous group of people." I smiled and sand with him. Then it was time to go. It went by too fast but I plan on seeing them again sooo.

If you went to this concert. Tel me if i left anythign out.

Luv,

Kendall (kmtrules93)

Video

http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?artist=1231235&vid=120777 If you haven't seen the new 30 Second to Mars video, just go the the url and watch it. It's a really great video.

He forgot

Okay if you have my brother as a friend (penquin), delete him. He forgot his other buzznet and we found his original one. We wrote it down because his memory sucks. Now he is ZackyTiller.

Great Dream

Last nigth I had this wirdo, wacky dream. In this dream i made out with Synyster Gates. Of all people. I woke up anr realized my radio kept playing one song over and over: M.I.A. It would repeat the guitar. But still i loved that dream.

if you like

My Chemical Romance, Green Day, Avenged Sevendfold, The Used, AFI, Fall Out Boy, Aiden, Atreyu, Stone Sour, Slipknot, Disturbed, Trapt, Blink 182, Rob Zombie, Matellica, Linkin Park, Hawthorne Heights, Panic! At the Disco, All American Rejects, Bullet for My Valentine, The Misfits, Black Flag, Papa Roach, Story of the Year, Taking Back Sunday, 30 Seconds to Mars, 3 Days Grace, Evanesence, From First to Last, Hinder, H.I.M, Pink Spiders, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Angels and Airwaves, Korn, and Matchbook Monsters. Message me